I woke up this morning in a bad mood. It happens sometimes. The first thing I did was weigh myself and I noticed I had gained 4 pounds while being on the same diet for over a 40 days. My heart sank.
I got dressed and sat at the computer for work. The first thing I did was check Facebook. There I noticed I was censored on a post and blocked from an entire community group. Mad I wrote several posts about how I shouldn’t be blocked and how basically it was unfair for me to be treated this way. In the other room I could hear each one of my kids complain about what they were being told to do by their mother.
After a short while I took a break and went outside to read the Word. I opened the bible to Philipians. Philipians 2. 14-15
“Do everything without grumbling or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, “children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation.” Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky “Philipians 2. 14-15
I try not to make a practice of complaining until it comes to shopping, my health, and everything on Facebook.
What am I doing? It feels as if God is trying to beat me when I am down. But I guess this is the best time to get His point across.
It is depressing. It makes me feel like dirt. But God is right. He is always right. I really need to stop complaining about everything.
Ugh, okay God. Expect to hear me pray more because this is going to be really tough!!